Snark Hunting

[Svipul, Snarkhunter]
Damage Control II
Gyrostabilizer II
Gyrostabilizer II
Nanofiber Internal Structure II

Limited 1MN Microwarpdrive I
Medium Shield Extender II
Medium Shield Extender II
Faint Epsilon Warp Scrambler I

200mm AutoCannon II
200mm AutoCannon II
200mm AutoCannon II
Expanded Probe Launcher II
200mm AutoCannon II
200mm AutoCannon II
200mm AutoCannon II

Small Core Defense Field Extender II
Small Core Defense Field Extender II
Small Core Defense Field Extender II

Republic Fleet EMP S x10000
Republic Fleet Fusion S x10000
Republic Fleet Phased Plasma S x10000
Sister's Combat Scanner Probe x8
Sisters Core Scanner Probes x8
Nanite Repair Paste x100

250mm Light Artillery Cannon II x6

Data Analyzer II

Relic Analyzer II

Expanded Cargohold II x4

Mobile Tractor Unit (Snarksukka)

Mobile Depot (Billiard-Marker)

Salvager II x3

Small Ancillary Armor Repairer

Small Hull Repairer I

Small Secure Container x6

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So readers, first I want to apologize. My last post was sort of dark. I was angry, scared... and well lets face it, who isn't a little grumpy when they wake up in the morning. I mean really.

But my plan remains. I'm leaving k space again, but this time without a corp. I don't know if it's me, or others, but I don't think I am made for dealing with, or depending, on others. New Eden is a strange and dangerous place, I applaud anyone that can make it here. It is never easy, nor is it something that many can do alone. I barely make enough to cover my losses. Often less.

But sitting in a fleet for 2 hours waiting to get organized enough to run a site, or go on a roam, isn't for me. I'm happy to sit in my PI interface moving things around but that only lasts so long, but I really need a crew that can at the drop of a hat, (or at least on short notice) be ready to go have fun for a half hour or two, and then go back to their own things. I'm willing to do the same. But honestly everything corp takes so long. AND don't get me started on corp leadership, I mean, seriously. I have a job already, I don't want another one... and one that pays considerably less and results in being the one that gets blamed for everything wrong and taken advantage of when people need something, and ... I think I've may have gone far enough there. In my last corp I sunk over a billion into in 3 months, and I was a director, I didn't eve want the job.I never saw the profits from my participation because it went to POS fuel and replacement of corp losses. Who pays the corp members went the hauler full of blue loot gets ganked? You guessed it, they don't care that they loot was stolen or blown up, they just want their cut. Well I'm done with it. If I ever find another corp to fly with, my requirements are: NO RESPONSIBILITIES. NO ROLES. NO WALLET ACCESS! Sorry I'm not gonna corp thief, but I'm not gonna do any thing that warrants actually be any thing other than a grunt. I'll run ops, man up for offense and defense, even pay tax, but leave me out of the job side of it.

Does this make me a bad person? Does my lack of Social or Corporate responsibility mean I am of little value? No, I just don't want to be the one taking the shit anymore... and I know it can go both ways so I don't want that either.

I guess readers, this is why I am striking out on my own. ME, against the unknown. No one to blame or take the blame for but myself. If I succeed I do on my own merits. If I fail that is on me too. 

Wish me luck, or at least feel free to make suggestion on things I might have forgotten to include in my cargo hold. It is gonna be a long time before I come back up for air this time.